Hey guys. Just...hanging around for a bit.
I don't feel as attached to anyone lately, so I've had no problem with showing my complete ineptitude.
I never wanted to be the best at anything, but...I also don't want to stay like this. Where I don't have anything that I'm actually good at.
Art...it may be an outlet but it won't be my career. And veterinary science...I just don't want to hope for too much. I'm getting bad grades in school and I keep trying my hardest but I easily get burnt out after a while. I feel like...no matter what I do, I will always fail in the end.
But I can't stop trying.
I kinda feel like a broken record.
Anyway, that's enough emotional rambling for now. I've got a good life. Mostly. So I should be happy for what I have, even if I can never truly care about how others feel...